The Reiki Cafe 

The one thing that I expected when I began my Reiki practice was enlightenment, that I would be an effortlessly graceful and
perfected being...I have learned otherwise. I am still here, I am still me, I still sometimes get confused, I still get lost, I still get mad at people and yell at them.
I no longer live in anger, pain and hate, in a hell that I believed that I had no way out of.
Reiki landed me here, in Wilmington, with an awesome guy who just would not leave my side even though I took out my issues and baggage on him. My job is not demanding and although a massive paycut from what I was doing before I moved, meets my needs. It is banquet work at a hotel. With a degree and professional exper. and a lot of job hunting this seems to be it.
But something is missing, and the thought of joining the Air Force or Navy to become a doctor or going to nursing school has been playing over and over in my mind.
Basically I feel like I'm floating along without a clue of what I need to be doing. It could be that I am intrinsically restless/nned to constantly acheive or that maybe it's time to mark a new course.
basically I feel lost, and if anyone could send some energy
to this particular situation, it would be greatly appreciated.

Thanks to the Light Lovin Leauge!

Kara

Kara,

/*\ Namaste :-}}

- You are added to my list for nightly Reiki practices

- perhaps you will be able to sort out your situation

>:-}}

Reiki All Around,

All Blessings,

Firekeeper

Thanks so much Firekeeper.
happy Halloween.

Kara

Well, here's the good news.
I was sitting here the other day and was struck that the reason behind these feelings of being lost and my decision to look into other things was partially restless....
but more due to anxiety caused rom the sense of a change.
But things are stagnant now because I have to heal.
I was told that I should wait, as things are about to take a turn for the better, but to focus on the new life that is coming. This means getting rid of all of the old to make room for the new.

So Thank you Firekeeper and all of the others who have silently pitched in for the help.

Kara