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help me please...i am a sweet and innocent 19 year old girl who does everything possible for others, but gets very little in return. since july of 2005, i have lost 11 people as of yesterday. i have a bad history of suicide attempts, i have been raped many times, physically abused, my mother was killed right in front of my eyes, life has just gone down the toilet for me....i cant handle it anymore......please help me out...the light is fading and im about to give up.........

I think that you need more than Reiki can give you...

Sometimes, we get into patterns in our lives that we need professional help to break. A good counseler can help with that. There is certainly a mental health center near you. You can also work out the traumas of your past, and get a new, fresh start on life. It takes hard work, but it's worth it.

As for helping others, consider this...your troubles, once you have come to terms with them, will give you the strength and knowledge to help others in your current position later in life. You are a very special person, with a lot to give.

If you are actively considering suicide at this point, please, please, get yourself to a hospital right away.

Roxy

Dear Nascentangeleyes,
Have you called the local crisis center?...each telephone book (yellow pages) has a number for a crisis center...they can help you now! ...There is hope for you. Do not give up, why let the cruel people win? The innocent deserve better...You deserve a better life. You are worthy of a better life. Please call the crisis center now!

peace & joy,
holobon

Dear Nascentangeleyes,
Your therapist is probably the best person to call to give you guidance.
If you would like Reiki sent to you, just let us know. :)

peace & joy,
holobon

Hi,

Please hang on in there. As others have already suggested, call on a therapist or crisis centre, you need to talk through these traumas and get the right help as soon as possible.

I too will send Reiki if you want it, just let us know.

Gentle Blessings
Helen