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I'm a fifteen year old girl, whose been making some pretty horrible decisions for herself. I'm smart, and I know jesus wants me to start showing it more, and I know the life I'm living right now is not what he intended for me. I've currently got some infection below, and suffering so much pain and torture from it, I've got an appointment with plannedparenthood soon to rule out all STD's. that's another problem I'm giving myself, I had unprotected sex and I feel guilty, it's not my first time having sex, and getting lucky to not be pregnant. I think i recieved an early period, but if not.. I'm having some other serious problem. I'm not sure, what's going on. I'm praying this infection is minor, and I'm not pregnant, I'm only fifteen and my parents would force abortion, which I would never want, but it's beyond my own control. I accepted jesus into my heart 2 days ago, over a hotline. and it was magical, and I keep searching the same magical feeling to have with jesus. I'm asking for a prayer of healing and a prayer of forgiving. I'm atempting to become closer to god, and do what he's telling me too. in jesus name i pray.

"I'm asking for a prayer of healing and a prayer of forgiving. I'm atempting to become closer to god, and do what he's telling me too. in jesus name i pray."

God has already forgiven you. He did that when you asked Christ into your life. I will pray for you to learn to forgive yourself and that you learn to extend that forgiveness to others.

You are only fifteen. Did you know that your frontal lobe, the part of the brain that is used for reasoning, does not finish growing until about age 25. Fifteen was a rough year as I recall. I too made bad choices way back then.

I will send Reiki and hold you in prayer for healing and forgiveness.

blackearth

just,

Hi,

Are you also asking for Reiki? I did not see that specific request. Distance Reiki is not prayer.

Cheers,

RC

Little one - Your answer cannot come from anyone else - even Jesus or God. Your soul chose to come to this earth plane for learning and insight. Anything that has happened to you so far, is not by accident. The only person who can help you is you. The first thing to consider is your health. You are doing the right thing to seek advice as to what is causing the physical suffering. Unprotected sex indicates that you don't value yourself. Your emotional suffering may be contributing to the paths you take in reaching for some relief. If you have family or friends who will help you, allow them to try to understand.
Most importantly, NEVER GIVE UP! Search your heart and remind yourself every day that there is love in the universe to protect you. Annadarko

anna,

Hi,

You said: "The only person who can help you is you."

Then you said: "Search your heart and remind yourself every day that there is love in the universe to protect you."

The second assertion rather seems to contradict the first.

I would offer that the love we share out to the Universe (which includes others) is truly the source of our protection. The effects of the love we share manifests to us in our Karma. No one else may affect our individual Karma. Species Karma is, of course, a rather larger ball of the same wax. LOL

Cheers,

RC