Maybe it's just me, but I'm finding it harder and harder to meet good women. Lately I have been spending more time looking for or trying to develop some kind of strategy that will result in landing a lifetime companion. Never in a million years would I have dreamed that I'd be 30s years old and still single. I am not embarrassed about it, just tired of it. I had planned on being married by the time I was 24, but instead I went to medical school...then residency and then finding a job. I haven't had a steady woman in my life for so long that I'm beginning to wonder if I'll ever find one. I spend more time thinking about sex than actually doing it, and sex was something I never imagined I'd have to get used to doing without. I Keep asking myself, What am I doing wrong? I've done what I consider to be all the "right things": I still look good, I'm honest and I have a lot to offer someone. So why over the last few years have I had only two powerful relationships. Sometimes I think that even though a lot of women claim to want a smart,nice, hard working, family oriented man, they're kidding themselves. In the good old days, women seemed were so much nicer, kinder, more appreciative. I can't count the times recently when I've walked into a social gathering where there were plenty of women, but for some reason they either didn't acknowledge me at all, or if on a lucky day I happened to be noticed and contract was made, there was this businesslike quality in their voices, as if I were a prospective client. The warmth is missing.They think they are God gift to men...and holding their pussy for the perfect man that doesn't exist. The other day I was driving with all the windows rolled down, blasting James Blunt - You're Beautiful. Every time I hear their songs I end up remembering a beautiful woman who smiled at me on the subway. and like the song...she was with another man.I turned off the music because I got sick of feeling sorry for myself, and then I wondered, Just when did things start to change? By the time I got home it was clear: the woman i am seeking must be out there...I can't be the only one feeling this way. Just last night, as I looked out at the window and watching the city, the phone rang. It was my mama. "You sitting at home again?" she asked. I didn't feel like explaining how tired I was of going out just in hopes of meeting someone and how it always failed. I'm tired of the search and want someone to find me. I hung up and heard a woman on the radio singing something about "I thought we'd be happy ever after." I cried a little and then cried some more. I felt entitled. Then "Keep On Movin'" played. I felt a boost. I know she is out there....maybe she is reading my plead now.t took hundreds and thousands of years...for the universe to evolve....for planets and comets and countries and kingdoms and time and history and every piece of the puzzle to fit just right. And it must have taken a little faith and hope and dreaming, too, to hink that out of all the places and people, improbabilities and possibilities and plans the whole world over..you and I found each other.Time and time again, over and over has it been shown to you. Through all the ages and in every place. Through all your lifetimes and in every moment. The universe has used every contrivance to place this truth, before you. In song and story, in poetry and dance, in words and movies. From the highest mountain it has been shouted, in the lowest places its whisper has been heard. Through the corridors of all your human experience has this truth been echoed: Love is the answer and I am the one you have been seeking. Yet you have not listened. Now come you to this ad, asking God again, what God has told you countless ways. Yet I will tell you again---here---in the context of this ad. Will you listen now? Will you truly hear? What do you think brought you to this message? Do you think I know now what I am doing? There are no coincidence in the universe. I have heard the crying of your heart. I have seen the searching of your soul. I know how deeply you have desired me. In pain you have called out for it, and in joy. Unendingly have you beseeched ME. Show myself. Explain myself. Reveal myself. I am doing so here, in terms so plain, you cannot misunderstand. In language so simple, you cannot be confused. I have looked for you, for many years, through many continents, to no avail. I had faith that I would find you some day, only to be deceived at every corner. I looked upon many eyes, only to find them lacking, for they were not yours. Then I stopped and retreated upon myself, for you see, it hurt to much. I stopped believing in faith and happy endings. At least for myself. I wish it for others and do my best to help them find it, but try to keep what I have left of my soul intact. I am constantly surrounded by family and friends who love me, yet I am always alone. Alone with thoughts and emptiness that only sorrow fills. When the cover I use of laughter and jokes can no longer fool the people around me and they insist I give this "gal" her chance, I do, for them. And then I return, hating myself for my inability to 'settle' and crying myself to sleep for the hurt I inadvertently caused another. I have come to a point where I have almost convinced myself you do not exist, that the images of you that haunt me are figments of my imagination. For my sanity, you cannot exist, for to have you live and breathe in a place where I am not, also yearning for something that eludes you, would imply suffering I am not sure I could endure. So, if like most women you can surrender to me heart, body and soul. I sincerely beg you to look the other way, if our paths should ever come to cross. For although this temporary release might suffice others, it only leaves me colder, emptier and more disillusioned than before. I do not mean to be selfish, but without the woman that will inflame my heart and my groin at the same time, I no longer have warmth to spare. Nonetheless, I thank you for taking the time to read words I have never spoken to another and I wish you success in your endeavor, whatever it might be. May it bring you the contentment you seek. So...what keeps me going you might ask? Close your eyes. That's right, really, close them right now. Imagine that you and I are in a cozy room cuddling on the couch. I'm holding you in my arms ... and we've known each other all our lives and ar ecompletely in love with each other. Well ... that's what I want and deep down we know that you feel the same way. You know we share the same vision Basically, once upon a time there was a man who was a lone pilgrim looking for his counterpart who is a lone pilgrim. Someone who sees her thinks she is extremely attractive, beautiful, sophisticated has a great smile, figure, and she is between 27-35. Someone who talks to her recognizes she has a very sexy voice, highly educated and very intelligent, warm, charming, positive, humorous. Her mother says she is not able to make the right choice in a man. Her ex thinks she is the best lover possible, passionate, and attentive. (They still call her) Her friends think sh e is loyal and can be trusted. She herself thinks it is time to find a harmony and stability man who is not afraid to be too close and to give and get married. The fact is she deserves the best and is worthy of the investment. People can't understand why she stills single. What they fail to understand is She work hard to get and be the person she is now. She can't just settle with anyone. For loving another human being brings my heart into contact with the rawness of my soul. And the unfolding process is special and should be given to a special person. I have always felt that I just missed 'her' at the bookstore, around the corner of the street, at fund-raiser...so if u are here now...respond please. I am a man who makes every moment priceless. I've been around the world. I've been in love (a few times) and still an open heart to speak of. People say I am a great catch. I'm realistic idealist. I believe in faith, fate, heart, and soul. I believe all good things come in time and w hen the times is right, the right women will come also.
If you like to take things slow, you are definitely not for me I jump into relationships. Yes, I know that this eliminates most women, but it is said that finding a prince or princess is like finding a needle in a haystack. But I believe and feel strongly that it is well worth the wait for that one in a million encounter. I am NOT interested in PSYCHOS, DRAMA, or INSANITY! If you possess either please don't waste my time or your time because life is too short and there is an energy shortage. I KNOW THIS IS A GREAT AD, YOU DON'T HAVE TO TELL ME. I am not looking to DATE. I want to get into a serious RELATIONSHIP .No PLAYERS or CURIOSITY SEEKERS and WORKAHOLIC, only those who are normal, long for normal, committed, drama free relationship and eventual marriage need to apply.SERIOUS RESPOND ONLY. PLEASE NO ONE LINER ALSO. PLEASE BE IN NEW YORK AREA.
